Thursday 23 July 2020

FOOTPRINTS ON THE SANDS OF TIME AND AN UNREPORTED CASE


Thomas Love Peacock, in his essay Four Stages of Poetry, said:  

Poetry, like the world, may be said to have four ages, but in a different order:  the first age of poetry being the age of iron, the second of gold, the third of silver and the fourth of brass.  According to his classification, the rude bards in rough numbers celebrated   the exploits of ruder chiefs in days when every man is a warrior and when the great practical maxim  of  every form of society to keep what we have and to catch what we can is not disguised under  names of justice and forms of law but is the naked motto of the naked sword which is the  only judge and jury in every question of meum and tuum. 

Peacock  is therefore of the view that poetry in its origin was mainly panegyrical. The materials for the golden age which comes next, he said, came from the iron age. Poetry became more and more retrospective in this age  when rudiments of civil polity were established.  The poetry of civilised society is categorised by him as of silver age. In this age,he continues, the poetry is imitative and original. The imitative consists  in giving exquisite polish and recasting the poetry of the golden age and the originals are  comic, didactic or satyric. The poetry of this age is characterised  by an exquisite and fastidious selection of words and a laboured and somewhat monotonous harmony of expression.  Lastly, the brass age.  In this age,  which Peacock describes as the second childhood of poetry, by rejection of polish and learning of the age of silver,  and taking a retrograde stride to the  barbarisms and   crude traditions of the age of iron, professes to return to nature  and revive the age of gold.  He is of the view that poetry has no place in a civilised and developed society.

Peacock was not sparing in his words while criticising the poetry of his day, which obviously was of iron age.  My attempt is not to write a critique on his essay.  Shelley, his contemporary and close friend, joined issue with him and penned an essay, In defense of poetry.  My purpose is to share with the readers a poem written by Cowper.  Peacock  had accused Cowper of having divested  verse of its exquisite polish, for having thought in metre , for having paid more attention to his thoughts  than his verse.   

     REPORT  
of an adjudged Case,  not to be found in any of the 
       Books 

 I
Between Nose and Eyes,  a strange contest arose,
The spectacles set them unhappily wrong;
The point in dispute was, as all the world knows,
To which the said spectacles ought to belong.

              REPORT OF A LAW CASE

 II
So Tongue was the lawyer, and argued the cause
With a great deal of skill, and a wig full of learning,
While Chief Baron Ear sat  sat to balance the laws
So fam’d for his talent  in nicely  discerning.

 III
In behalf of the nose, it will quickly appear,
And your lordship, he said,  will undoubtedly find,
That the Nose has had always spectacles in wear,
Which amounts to possession time out of mind.

 IV
Then, holding spectacles up to the court
Your lordship observes that they are made with  a stradle,
As wide as the ridge of the nose is; in short,
Design’d to sit close to it, just like a saddle.

 V
Again, would your lordship for a moment suppose,
(‘Tis a case that has happen’d, and may be again)
That the visage or the countenance had not a Nose,
Pray  who would or who could, wear spectacles then?

 VI

On the whole, it appears, and my argument shows,
With a reasoning the court will never condemn,
That the spectacles plainly made for the Nose,
And the Nose was as plainly intended for them.

 VII

Then shifting his side ( as a lawyer now knows now,)
He pleaded again in behalf of the Eyes:
But what were his arguments few people know,
For the court did not think them equally wise.

 VIII

So his lordship  decreed,  with a grave solemn tone,
Decisive and clear, without one if or  but-
That, whenever Nose put his spectacles on,
By daylight or candlelight, Eyes should be shut.

After reading the poem, consider this statement of Peacock: A poet in our times is a semi-barbarian,.  He leaves in the days that are past.  His ideas, thoughts, feelings associations are all with barbarous manners,  obsolete customs,and exploded superstitions.  The march of his intellect is like that of a crab-backward.

Contrast this view with the  defence set forth by Shelley:  A poet is a nightingale, who sits in the darkness and sings to cheer its own solitude with sweet sounds; his auditors are as men entranced by  the melody of an  unseen musician who feels that they are moved and softened, yet not know whence and why.

The concluding words of his essay are an assertion that poets are here to stay and that the morality and goodness of the human race is dependent on their creations.

Poets are the hierophants of  an unapprehended inspiration; the mirrors of the gigantic shadows which futurity casts on the present; the wors which express what they understand not; the trumpets which sings to battle and feel not what they inspire; the influence which is moved not, but move. Poets are the unacknowledged legislators of the world.

It was Alexis Carrel who said that poets and mystics know more  of man than the psychologists. I would add that poets are to an extent mystics and unravel the hidden truths, the latent beauty of nature and universe and exert  subtle but  beneficial influence on our thoughts.  To be good is to  understand and appreciate  poetry.

I would like to end this post with the scintillating exhortations of Longfellow, one of my favourite poets:

A Psalm of Life

What The Heart Of The Young Man Said To The Psalmist.

Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
And things are not what they seem.

Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way;
But to act, that each to-morrow
Find us farther than to-day.

Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
Funeral marches to the grave.

In the world’s broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
Be a hero in the strife!

Trust no Future, howe’er pleasant!
Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act,— act in the living Present!
Heart within, and God o’erhead!

Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us 
Footprints on the sands of time;

Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o’er life’s solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
Seeing, shall take heart again.

Let us, then, be up and doing,
With a heart for any fate;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
Learn to labor and to wait.

Tuesday 21 July 2020

Station Diary- Part II

Life   is a train of moods, like a string of beads, and as we pass through them, they prove to be many-coloured lenses which paint their  own hue, and each shows only what lies in its focus. Emerson

Going through my jottings of yester-years, I feel as if I am  reading the experiences of a third person, not my own.   I find that this third person is passing through various moods as he sits alone on a reclining chair on the platform of a railway station  in the wee hours of the night, waiting for the day to break. In his own words:

3 AM. 

Crows have started crying here and there heralding the morning.  But there is  no escape from the wait.  The head is heavy with sleep and I would have really liked to be in the bed at  home for a few hours before I start the day.  The tea-stall at the railway station is being opened and soon, another train may arrive here.  180 minutes have now come down to 120 minutes.  I have a Sudoku puzzle to solve.  So  let me take leave for the time being.

3.40 AM. 80 minutes more.  Just finished Samurai Sudoku (five-in-one).  It has now started raining.  God alone knows what is in store for me today.  An old Muslim man just came and enquired with me why I am sitting here.  He is also waiting to get out of the station.  His bus is at 4.30 P.M., he says, and he has to go to a place 40 kilometres  away. Hopefully, rains will not be there at 5 O' clock.  The orderly at the railway station  knocked at the closed door bearing the sign 'Booking office' just now. It is for the second time he has been alerting  'madam' probably sleeping inside.  After the second knock he told her in Tamil that it is now 3.30 hours.  He brought her tea/coffee and the door is now closed again.  The station is getting livelier.  The grinder at the canteen has started to turn. Another tea stall has been opened.  It however appears to be the darkest hour.  No more do I hear the  cry of the crows.  The atmosphere is still even more still  as  the human beings  at the railway station  shed their slumber and get ready for their next travel.  The child which was earlier crying is now prattling.  

It is now two hours since I have positioned myself on this chair, the extreme right one on the rear tier.  The extreme left chair on the front row is occupied by  a man now.  A train is approaching the platform and I see the green light of the guard flashing, indicating that the train will not be stopping at the station.  As I finished writing this. the train has sped past. It is Kochuveli-Dehradun Express.  The continuous beep in the station master's room tells me that the train has now crossed the signal point.  I believe I am still happy with the present situation. Long hours of loneliness I have converted to seconds of solitude which is bliss infinite.  Perhaps, I am aware that there is no escape from the predicament which has been of my own making. 

A lightning just flashed and not to be outdone, thunder grumbled and spluttered.  If you are faster, I am louder, it seemed to say.  Is it heralding rains.  I keep my fingers crossed.  Take it as it comes, my experience tells me that I could not be worse off.  I have passed through more sickening phases in my life.  It is not something new, I tell myself as another lightning flashed and a louder thunder roared louder.  The rain has got steadier and more intense.  Now the hope is that it will stop within one hour.  I cannot but pray, for I have no umbrella with me.

It is now 4 AM.  The lights on the platform no.2  have been turned on and the bell has been rung. Yet another train, some one from across the rails on the other platform announced that it is West Coast Express.  Now, at last, the thunder has  caught up with the lightning.  The flash and the roar were almost simultaneous.  I hear M.S.Subbulakshmi's voice invoking some  God. 58 minutes more.  There is one more Sudoku Samurai puzzle waiting to be solved by me.  But I am not doing it for the time being.  The rain has now increased, is gathering force. Oh God.  The train which is going from south to north has reached the platform, has slowed down and stopped as I finished this page.  The light has turned green as I finished counting the words on the first page of this note-book.  It is now moving out of the platform.  I estimate that  I have added 2000 words to the Random Thoughts (you will get the exact  figure when I type them  into my laptop) in the  past  two hours.  Something is better than nothing, I muse, as I  watch the people going out of the  main gate.  The rain threatens to persist, but it may spend itself out within the remaining  50 minutes of my waiting time.

39 minutes.  In the meantime, a lady who has her head covered with scarf and with two or three heavy bags on her shoulders and hands gestured at me as I looked at her, an indication that she has identified me.  Going by the face, I believe she is a party to a proceeding before me, an action initiated by her husband, an advocate, to nullify  the marriage with her.  People are all streaming in, the next train will arrive by 5 A.M.  I will conclude for the time being.  I congratulate myself- am proud of myself.  It will be no wonder if the people  who come to know of my experience ask me to give a lecture ( which is an impossibility given my penchant for reticence, inexperience and the innate shyness) or write an article ( which I think I can write without doing injustice to the language and  diction) on how to spend your time without cursing any one  including yourself when you are left with no other option but to sit at a railway station having reached there at an odd hour and have no conveyance to take you home, who knows, I may even earn accolades and awards.

The end of Station Diary;  now the sequel to it:

My  laptop tells me that I have added exactly 2633 words to the Random Thoughts in less than three hours.  It took me two hours to  type it  all into  my computer. You may  now be interested in the  sequel.  It had been an anti-climax actually, a fitting end to a journey which I now consider  was undertaken at  a great cost to the public exchequer ( I will be reimbursed for what I have spent) for no earthly use except to inflate the egos and fill the brains with crap.  I decided to  walk to the bus-station to catch the  available bus to my place.  It was raining and  there was no doubt that I  will get wet.  Yet walk I did, chanting Vayustuti, calling upon Hanuman to come to my rescue.  I had covered  nearly half the distance to  the bus-station when  a “sir' call from an autorikshaw coming in the opposite direction reached my ears.  I knew what was  coming, for  a few minutes earlier, another autorikshaw had pulled up beside me from behind and the  driver  had by his gestures asked me whether  I wanted  to get in considering the rain.  I gestured him  away even as  an old lady inside the vehicle looked at me with  suspicion writ on her face.  Now  the same driver who had dropped me at the railway station  a few days earlier  turned his vehicle in my direction and  announced his identity as if  I had failed to recognise him and without any protest I got into the vehicle.  He asked me why I  had not called him on my arrival.  I  did not respond to his query immediately, a little hurt that he had failed to understand my need  when he knew that I will be coming by a particular train.  He had told me that he will be going to his native place  and I had therefore decided to  take chances.  The  servants of the third category are becoming a  rare breed and  I  had no locus standi to get angry with him.  I  therefore  calmed my hurt feelings and paid him fifty rupees which he gratefully accepted- ten rupees more than what  he demanded for the same distance   earlier.  

Well,  the journey ended on such a note at exactly 5.15 A.M.  Net result-zero.  Deliverance did come but in such  a way that I was left with a sour taste in the mouth.  I had endured  the misery and at the end of it, God indicated to me that  it  had been invited by me, that I will have to suffer it and that He will come to my rescue only after that.  The Karma theory at work?

Postscript:

Ask what is human life- the sage replies,
With disappointment low’ring in his eyes,
A painful passage  o’er a restless flood,
A vain pursuit of fugitive false good,
A scene of fancied bliss, and heartfelt care,
Closing at last  in darkness and despair. 

-Cowper

Station Dairy Part 1

Station Diary  Part I

Today and tomorrow  I will be sharing  with my readers, the entries I had made in a notebook  with a pen  while waiting for morning to break after arriving at Kasaragod in the wee hours on 18.11.2009.  A little more than 3000 words in about three hours.   
                                          
2 A.M. 18-11-2009  

I woke up even as the train slowed down at Mangalore junction. Having slept peacefully for quite sometime, I had to ensure that I had not crossed the alighting point.  My watch showed the time as five to one.  The sheduled arrival at the Mangalore junction was 12-25 A.M. I actually forgot that I had set my watch faster by 20 minutes.  Little did I know when I got ready after the train resumed its journey  that my hope of a late arrival had been crushed completely.  The man on the opposite berth was having a 'sound' sleep and as if to compete with him, another person elsewhere in the coach had begun to imitate him.  The unevenness of one's breath helped the other to catch up with him.  I folded the bed linen provided to me and almost exhausted the remaining water  down my throat.  The coach attendant came, removed the curtains and announced to me that the train was approaching Kasaragod. 

 Before I had settled down to sleep, I had retrieved  what I had earlier considered lost for ever.  It is the pen with which I am now writing this note.  I had let it fall in the morning in my frantic bid to get the money from my bag for paying the coffee vendor.  It was somewhere beneath the berth, I knew.  I tried once or twice with my hands to locate it. I sought the help of the co-traveller in the evening to locate it with the help of his mobile phone light.  At last when  it was sleeping time and only a few lights remained on in the coach, the  truth revealed itself. Having almost given up my efforts,  I did not think of it while I stretched myself on the berth.  

 The brain had started to switch off  its various functions when suddenly it realised that there was a task left undone.  These little things mean much to me.  A comb which I have been assiduously retaining for the past 10 years even when my hair has all but been  disappearing  from my head is an example of my attachment to such insignificant things.  I opened my eyes and again  peered under the opposite berth. It was not there.  I turned my neck and looked underneath my berth.  Lo, what could not be seen in the day time made itself visible in the darkness of the night.  The truth that was revealed to me was that sometimes what you cannot see in day time makes itself visible at night if only you have an eye to see it.  My perseverance must have contributed a lot in the matter, now I believe, though I am not sure.

Well, it was a sort of making up for the faux pas  committed by me  at the start of the journey.  I had to check my weight, of late there  is a consensual opinion that I have been losing it rapidly. As I got on to the platform at  Bhopal station, I saw a glittering sign- Know   your weight, height and BMI and get your platform ticket, it read.  There was a milling crowd at the railway station and I just walked past it  on to the platform.  I tried to walk up and down the platform to while away the time.  But I could not get over the temptation. I again walked to the machine and after ensuring that I have a five-rupee coin, I got on to it.  A platform ticket emerged from the slot and its contents were barely visible  because of the faded print.  I could just read my height recorded in it.  It appeared to be 4 feet 10 inches.  Immediately, I knew that it was  not a correct measurement by the machine.  I returned to the platform.  As it had been drizzling, it was damp everywhere.  Anyway, I spent one more rupee to get my weight  on an ordinary  weighing machine.  I found it to be 67.5 kg.  Thus it was that I  set out of Bhopal on a bad note, of having  done something indiscreet.  By retrieving the pen, I had made amends, I believed.

As if by coincidence, a person who got into the cubicle at Madgaon happened to be a Kini like me.  It happened like this. By his appearance, I was almost sure that he was a GSB like me.  As he began to talk over his mobile phone, it was confirmed to me that my guess was correct.  I saw the berth number on his ticket.  It was the lower berth that was indicated. But somehow, he mistook it for upper berth and began to spread the bed linen on it.  I  was emboldened to point out to him that it is the lower berth that  was allotted to him.  One thing followed  another and I asked him whether he is a Konkani.  Yes, he said and asked, you?   I too am a Konkani, from Kerala, I added.  Without further introduction, he opened up.  His foremost complaint was that  we, the GSBs in Kerala do not cherish  marrying  our girls to GSBs in Goa.  I pointed out to him that there were such differences between the two groups that such marriages would end in disaster.  Then he said that GSBs in Kerala had assimilated the local culture to such an extent that they had little in common with their counterparts in the  place of  their origin.  All along we had been talking in English and neither of us thought it necessary to converse in Konkani.  That was enough explanation for the hesitation of the GSBs in Kerala to enter into marital relationships with their counterparts in Goa.  If we cannot talk to each other in our mother tongues because of differences caused by regional influences, how can we lead a life together? 
 
Anyway, I could elicit some useful information from my fellow passenger.  There had been a Kini (Narayana Kini) in Goa.  He had  a palatial house at a certain place in Goa.  He had  constructed an inn/rest-house for travellers which even now remains, the man told me.  Perhaps, Devaresa Kini (who was beheaded at the behest of  Sakthan Thampuran, the rule of Cochin State) who is widely known to be my ancestor, belonged to that family.  He then confided to me that I resembled his grand-father. Perhaps, we are  distant cousins, I told him.  He gave me  his visiting card and that was the end  of the matter.  Apart from asking how young am I (I corrected him, you should have asked, how old) and my profession, he seemed little interested in his   brethren in Kerala.

Well. In fact, a young man who had been an advocate when I was  serving at Alappuzha and  had appeared before me, had since then joined the judicial family. He was at Bhopal NJA when I had  been there.  It was on the last day  I saw him and that too was on  my initiative.  He had failed to identify me although he knew my name and also that I  was at Bhopal.  Well, it is after a long time since we met and I have grown old, I told him.  Oh no sir, he said, it is because you have  a north-Indian look, he consoled me.  Whether it is  a statement of fact or just a hastily conjured up alibi, I do not know.

My helplessness as a judge is now in full show.  I am sitting at the Kasaragod station, platform no.1 for the past one hour or so.  It is pretty clear that I will have to spend two  more hours here.  There are only a few people around and I am saved  the embarrassment of having to  sit here waiting for the morning to break out to get out.  A train is now fast fast approaching the station, probably a goods train.  The green signal has been turned on.  A child which was crying incessantly is now quiet.  I now think of my predicament.  I could have easily arranged a conveyance.  In fact, I had an opportunity  to do so when the auto driver who  dropped me here on the 11th had been willing to arrange as he could not come.  I had just shrugged  away the offer, knowing well what would be in store for me when I reach here  after completing  my work at Bhopal. 

 There are three types of servants, Valmiki has quoted Hanuman as reflecting to  himself. Servants who do just what they are told, servants who do no do even what they are told and servants who do something that will be good for the master along with what they have been told to do.  I wished my peons and staff were of the third kind.  Knowing well that I will be arriving at an odd hour, they could  have arranged conveyance for me.  They are not of that ilk and how can I blame them?  And what is the point in  accusing them for not being what  I wanted them to be? 
 
Yes, it is the most unsavoury part of my travel time that I am now spending  on the platform no.1, Kasaragod Railway station.  With no soul to help me, it is no wonder that I feel bad for myself.  A judge is a nobody, the  Director of the Academy had been repeating to us.  There is nothing noble or special about judging.  No special training is required for judging.  All of us are judging in our daily life. Without judging, it is not possible to live a trouble free life.  Yes, now I know that there is nothing special about being a judge.

Is it the whole truth?  Was it not  a decision I had taken, to forego the privileges attached to my office because of   a deeply ingrained belief that  a judge is a servant  of the public, that he is not expected to  rule over them and claim a special status.  Judge nor, lest ye be judged. Yes, because I am judging, I am  being judged.  A just desert.